NYC panorama

Panos panos panos.

heres some cute panos I did while in NYC
. more to come .

pabst then mexican food.

nails and staples on a post. what does it say to you?

 

its sad but interesting at the same time...

my soon to be diana F+

I decided to take a turn into film since its more of a hobby for me than it is an profession (basically i don't have deadlines or clients) :D



simply beautiful....

ROUSE D competition.

honorable mention.....this day couldn't be any better..... it only proves....that we can do anything...as long as we put our hearts into our passions.

Peace.



she was kind enough to let me practice my photography.

i'm working on a short story right now.
and as you can see my themes are about realizing life, potential, and slowing down our minds and hearts.

i guess the goal is for people to become better... well people. :P

Welcome to the NHK

even if it is 90% suffering and 10% fun, the fun is what makes life worth living.

we have to live as long as we can...

running ideas through my mind again.

the situation between life and death have been trickling down my mind. and i think its starting to affect my stomach yet once again.

i wish i was a bit more naive, a bit younger, maybe a bit more selfish.
only that way could i live in bliss with my own foolishness.



i thought of something quite cute today. the way to truly live in my mind lately, the shell shy, but the heart free. maybe what i was feeling at the time was that i really like children. because there timid to the world, but knows how to love endlessly.

architectural phenomena. the thoughts and process behind every great design lies. well lies. the real world sucks, let me tell ya. design is just design when it comes down to it. and the fancy words we put into is all bull unless you have lots of money. my boss said something that hit hard like a brick. "Peter, it takes money to make money." and i looked back at him and said "sh*t, i'm broke" :(


i guess the things you honestly want you sweat and bleed for. but the things you take for granted you shit on. its quite depressing but its true. i see it everyday. people throwing away the things that made them special. and picking up things that create vices in their lives. but who am i to say, i have the same problems like everyone else.

maybe i'm starting way to early to be reaching for these dreams?
or maybe i'm a little to late to be picking up dead horses?

life flows like water.

It never stops, and its never consistent.
but man it taste great fresh. :D

I went to MO this year for the first time in years. (a Vietnamese catholic event)and i gotta say it was a treat, I met some old friends I use to live with while I went there for high school, the nostalgia was something else, and the atmosphere was awesome. I wish I could share the feelings that accumulated there but you'll just have to imagine. being in an event filled with Vietnamese people made me sorta feel at home, much like when I was in Japan. maybe I found what I had been missing over the last couple of years?

heres an image of a statue my father carved out.
i'm sure we all can see what it is of.



we had a small competition when I was 14, I obviously loss but hey, it all turned out well. my pop turned out to be quite the artist.....I guess I been following his foot steps all along. :\

gotta say....

i'm starting to feel a bit better. everything is starting to clear up. my mind, body and soul.

but my view of the world just gets a bit darker every time when I move on with my travels. but let me tell you! there is hope!!!! HOPE. sort of. heres a few more grass pics i took, to let things settle a bit more.

the pics in my mind say a little bit of how i'm feeling and what i hope to accomplish. can you read the pictures?